life wasnt fair. say i'm sensative/petty wadever. i hate it when ppl starts to say bad things abt ME. especially when i declare (or rather think and regard) them as super good (best) fren. is this wad i'm SUPPOSED to get? it wasnt jus like a day or two. it was like often and i'm trying my best to ignore all those. yet it jus continuted. wth. i've practically nothing much to say. you commented each and every single thing which i used to b confident of. u could b the one tt comment me. but i can never do the same. and i've decided. as long as there's anything to do with jerry, i shall jus heck care. i take the teasing as jus purely FUN. seems like he didnt. fine. i found a new fren today........... HWEE HUAN my today's confidant =) i told her every single thing abt me; my entire life e only secrets tt only 3 people knew. and now her. jus me, des, *cant say who* knew... not even ah chua knew........ sorryy. why is it like all the guys are jus practically the same? i dun like it. though they claimed tt nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai.. but it seems abit too off hor..... so many ppl are saying tt to me! why are they ogling over the sex video? all of them were jus concentrating their vision on "tammy" why wasnt anyone commenting at the guy who's having sex with her? grrrrrr..... poor gal.. i wonder how's she gg to get out..... and to face to world... i'm starting to miss ms picca....... ='( but she goanna leave in june... i would like to ask, whether she tink it's fair for us......... but oh well. wad more can i ask frm her, a teacher tt has taught me for 4 yrs. but teaching in a better sch definately is better for her. but wad abt us? no offence though (= i may b aiming for a JC. so to further my dream........ of becoming a chu se chinese teacher! NYJC? TPJC? cant make up my mind....... JC road may have been planned........ left my results.... but wad abt POLY road? if i wan to go biochem/biotech, wad shld i do after tt? to be a scientist? wad if i cant even go uni? jus waste my life like my sis? *hais* i dunnoe wad to do la. jus get my results first lor..... to jonathan~ i wan u to get well... SOON. i hope, i can b the one tt can help u thru this whole process............. though u still have SM, ah CHUA etc. perhaps y i can talk so much with him was tt i have different thinking with SM......... mayb tt's y. i dun stress ppl too much X)) mayb i'm jus myself.. who sat at my place in chem lab? we got contamination twice already lor. wtf. i dun enjoy doing so many times jus to find out it WAS contaminated. it resulted ME not having enough time to do 3 times. argh. and can anyone believe it? i can dream abt mr lai? HAHA. and i thot i saw his twin bro.. but he didnt have........ MR LAI GOT AN ELDER SIS? can any1 believe it? HAHAHA.......................